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About me
*Sur Name*: Ho
*Name*: Jian Yang
*Nick Name*: Edison
*DOB*: 1986
*Horoscope*: Scorpio


Wishlist
1)To success my career after I join AIA.
2)To have a wife tat suit my criteria
3)To own a car
4)To own a condominiums with best decoration designed
5)To have financial freedom



Gals That Had Come Across My Life
1)Maria
2)Anna
3)Stephanie
4)Silvia
5)Wei Qi
6)Shi Hui


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    Software: Photoshop CS, Dreamweaver

    she is going to leave me..
    Sunday, August 24, 2008

    Dear diary, 9.35am, I am writing this post after writing shi hui post while she is sleeping in my room.. later 6.50pm I going to book in soon.. I feeling very lost now.. she had changed.. she dun love me like before.. this is not I predict, this is what she told me. She been telling me dun put everything into relationship, do something for ur own, all this sentence behind it with the meaning of she afraid one day she will leave me.. she scare I get hurt.. all this sentence I use to said to her, and now everything coming back to me. Diary do u know how much hurt is inside me? yes I am possessives, I am selfish, but all this is because I love her.. everything have change since I went in to NS, I really regret why were I allow her to go for that job previously.. why is that so? is she really not the one in my life? I really dun dare to face the fact on the day.. I dun wanna break up, I dun want to see my self in that situation again.. I dun wan to see one day u with other guy.. I know is selfish.. but.. I am going crazy inside me.. I need to wait for next fri or sat to see u again.. and I afraid to see u have changed even more dear.. dear pls dun leave me..


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