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About me
*Sur Name*: Ho
*Name*: Jian Yang
*Nick Name*: Edison
*DOB*: 1986
*Horoscope*: Scorpio


Wishlist
1)To success my career after I join AIA.
2)To have a wife tat suit my criteria
3)To own a car
4)To own a condominiums with best decoration designed
5)To have financial freedom



Gals That Had Come Across My Life
1)Maria
2)Anna
3)Stephanie
4)Silvia
5)Wei Qi
6)Shi Hui


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    Software: Photoshop CS, Dreamweaver

    I am terrible
    Tuesday, May 20, 2008

    19/05/08, today I suddenly feel very terrible and headache.. this kind of feeling I never have it for very long time already.. eventually I feeling like posting it at my normal blog.. but I dun dare.. coz I scare my fren saw my failure and laugh at me.. Recently I joined AIA as a financial services consultant.. it is a very hardship for me.. and I see alot of thing that I never expected.. the most painful thing is I saw all my best fren leave me.. best fren << is that wat they are? haha.. until today I than know they are not.. they can dun support me but pls dun avoid me.. that is not a best fren role should do.. maybe for those 9 years fren do this do me.. forget it.. I know sometime they are just too scare of big matters.. but darly.. u are my very best fren u know? although we just know each other for 3 years.. do u still rem the day when u tell me u not studying anymore? I told u I wanna help me ask teacher for help, wanna find job for u.. although I dun believe in MLM but I still joined in just to try help u.. but today.. u dun pick my phone.. I am really really very disappointed and sad. In this line although I am really new but I really working hard for it.. I do have alot alot of rejection.. sometime I wonder because of my presentation not good or because I found the wrong ppl.. recently I have a feeling towards my gf that happen 3 yrs ago.. I feeling she start to change.. I dun know why.. the feeling just there.. today I went to her house to return her mother wallet and happen to saw that 2 dog I gave her on the table.. so I ask her why didn't her put inside her bag as she usually do.. she told me recently carry so many thing where got space to place in.. last time no matter how much thing she do put it in.. I feel starting there is gap between us.. there is alot of thing we not telling each other anymore.. I just feel weird.. at this moment I am very weak.. if she happen to attack me now or in my NS time.. I think I will just fall and really hard to get up again like past 3 years.. I pray to god.. god pls.. I am trying hard.. can u just let me some good result in my job??


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